Research Notebook · Annotated Bibliography

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Every book, paper, idea, experiment, conference, and conversation becomes an entry. The intellectual engine of this archive.

REF: NB-042 OPEN 2026-05

On Homeric Multiplicity

Summary

A reading of Homer's thumos / noos / psyche trichotomy as a productive multiplicity rather than a precursor to the unitary self. Connects to the flagship essay.

Connections

Deleuze Guattari Homer

Open Questions

How does this reading change when applied to the Odyssey?

REF: NB-039 READING 2026-04

Shostakovich and Tonal Memory

Summary

Reading Shostakovich's late string quartets as a study in what music remembers. The Testimony memoir anchors the biographical reading.

Connections

Shostakovich Testimony memory

Open Questions

Does trauma compose differently than joy?

REF: NB-035 DRAFT 2026-03

Reading Deleuze on the Body Without Organs

Summary

A close reading of A Thousand Plateaus, plateau 6. The BwO as a limit, not a destination.

Connections

Deleuze Guattari Plato Timaeus

Open Questions

Is the BwO a concept or an experience?

REF: NB-031 CLOSED 2026-02

Mead, Self, and the Cat

Summary

George Herbert Mead's "I" and "Me" applied to comparative cognition in domestic cats. The conclusion: selfhood in cats is plausible but not the same self.

Connections

Mead comparative cognition

Open Questions

What would settle the question empirically?

REF: NB-028 READING 2026-01

Hebbian Learning and Memory

Summary

Working through Hebb's original 1949 paper and modern restatements. The current computational project is grounded here.

Connections

Hebb neuroscience computational neuroscience

Open Questions

How does spike-timing-dependent plasticity fit?

REF: NB-024 OPEN 2025-12

Damasio on the Feeling of What Happens

Summary

A first pass through Damasio's distinction between emotion and feeling. The feeling is what the self is for.

Connections

Damasio consciousness self

Open Questions

How does the somatic marker hypothesis survive criticism?

REF: NB-019 DRAFT 2025-11

The Iliad as a Study in Registers

Summary

Reading the Iliad not as a story but as a phenomenological study of how selfhood registers — affective, perceptual, reflective — at different moments.

Connections

Homer phenomenology Deleuze

Open Questions

Which register does the opening of Book I invoke?

REF: NB-014 CLOSED 2025-10

Anne Rice and the Architecture of Memory

Summary

A reading of Interview with the Vampire as a meditation on what is preserved when the body is not. Memoir as the form of immortality.

Connections

Anne Rice memory narrative

Open Questions

Why does this novel still work after fifty years?

REF: NB-011 READING 2025-09

On Shakespeare and the Willing Self

Summary

Troilus and Cressida as a study in a self that knows what it wants and refuses to want it. The Importance of Being Earnest as the parody.

Connections

Shakespeare Wilde rhetoric

Open Questions

Is the willing self possible?

REF: NB-007 OPEN 2025-08

Nirvana, Loud, and the Body in Pain

Summary

A first reading of Cobain's lyrics as documents of a body in pain. The Kurt-derived question: what does popular music know that the philosophical tradition does not?

Connections

Nirvana popular music embodiment

Open Questions

What does the popular song remember?

REF: NB-003 DRAFT 2025-07

Bizet and the Architecture of Desire

Summary

Carmen as a study in what cannot be willed. The opera form as a way of holding desire at a distance.

Connections

Bizet opera Merleau-Ponty

Open Questions

Is opera a method?

REF: NB-001 CLOSED 2025-06

The Archive as Form

Summary

A reflection on whether keeping an intellectual archive changes what is being archived. Probably yes.

Connections

Archive memory autobiography

Open Questions

Will this still be true in twenty years?